My obsession with a cute and undateable boy, 2.

I miss you; I want to air kiss you. You’re my favorite babe. I always want you to miss me. You feel so good. You don’t want to be with me the way I want to be with you. I know you’re my number one, with you I have so much fun. Sometimes I wish we could have a son. I would love to have a little golden child. I don’t actually, but he would be so cute & cuddly. How could a small child be conceived? He always wears the glove. I don’t want to have his baby. It’s the idea that’s been driving me crazy. 

My thoughts:

Sometimes I wish we could have a son. I would love to have a little golden child. I don’t actually, but he would be so cute & cuddly. How could a small child be conceived? He always wears the glove. I don’t want to have his baby. It’s the idea that’s been driving me crazy. 

I didn’t send this text message. OMG, I don’t know what A.C. thinks. I’m thinking about this now and after. I’m thinking too deep. This crush of mine, with this man, it means my obsession has gotten way out of control. At least I realize that it’s terrible, so I say that it cannot be that out of control. There’s just no way I want that. I’m glad he’s not talking to me right now because I don’t want to have this crush anymore. It’s not even necessary. I have much more important things to worry about like:

  1. getting my mental illness straightened out
  2. Taking an online writing class.
  3. Start Writing my blog daily once a day.
  4. Start talking to my family every day.
  5. Start cleaning my room once again. 
  6. I should currently be getting outside to walk in amidst the chaos with this Coronavirus.
  7. Mediation
  8. Any more crazy thoughts refer back to #1.

Published by McDevitt Melissa

I never know how to answer this question completely. I'm am asking me anything type of woman. I'm honest, sincere, and have a great sense of humor of all kinds, dry, dirty, sick, even warped at times. Very few things offend me, including dirty jokes. I have a high emotional EQ from what I've heard and know about me. On the negative side, I'm a bit moody and, at times, but become hyperactive or sad. Oh well, things happen, but I won't change. Love you, goodbye.

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