A.C. is a boy who refuses to date anyone. Sometimes I feel like we’re dating and we’re not. I generally prefer casual relationships or opened ones but he’s getting to me on how he doesn’t want any level of commitment.
Here is one Text message to A.C.:
Sometimes I think I’m more Lesbian than straight. Sometimes I think I’m just not into a lot of sex. I’m so confused, A.C. I don’t know what I want in terms of my romantic interests. I don’t care much about being in a relationship. Maybe I shouldn’t be. I want my own money, and my hate giving myself when there are no good feelings involved. I feel like I’m degraded when I have sex for money alone. Even if I’m having sex with more than one guy, I need to feel some level of connection or love in order to feel ok about it.
What are my thoughts about this now? Two weeks later, it has been. I maybe talk to him too much in this kind of way. He tells me that I can tell him anything, but, how much is too much?