My obsession with A.C. a cute and undateable boy.

A.C. is a boy who refuses to date anyone. Sometimes I feel like we’re dating and we’re not. I generally prefer casual relationships or opened ones but he’s getting to me on how he doesn’t want any level of commitment.

Here is one Text message to A.C.:

Sometimes I think I’m more Lesbian than straight. Sometimes I think I’m just not into a lot of sex. I’m so confused, A.C. I don’t know what I want in terms of my romantic interests. I don’t care much about being in a relationship. Maybe I shouldn’t be. I want my own money, and my hate giving myself when there are no good feelings involved. I feel like I’m degraded when I have sex for money alone. Even if I’m having sex with more than one guy, I need to feel some level of connection or love in order to feel ok about it.

What are my thoughts about this now? Two weeks later, it has been. I maybe talk to him too much in this kind of way. He tells me that I can tell him anything, but, how much is too much?

Published by McDevitt Melissa

I never know how to answer this question completely. I'm am asking me anything type of woman. I'm honest, sincere, and have a great sense of humor of all kinds, dry, dirty, sick, even warped at times. Very few things offend me, including dirty jokes. I have a high emotional EQ from what I've heard and know about me. On the negative side, I'm a bit moody and, at times, but become hyperactive or sad. Oh well, things happen, but I won't change. Love you, goodbye.

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